For G-d has caused me to be fruitful in the land of my affliction (41:52)
Once, when Rabbi DovBer of Lubavitch, the son of
Rabbi Schneur Zalman of Liadi, was a young man, he was visiting with his
father-in-law in Yanovitch. There he met with one of his father's
chassidim. The chassid noticed that the young 'rebbe's son' was all too
aware of his achievements in scholarship and meditative prayer and felt
that some cutting down to size was in order.
Said the chassid to Rabbi DovBer: "Considering who
you are and how you've lived, what's the big deal? Your father - well,
we all know who your father is. You were certainly conceived under the
holiest of circumstances, and I'm sure that your father secured a most
lofty soul to bring down into the world. Then you were raised in a
rebbe's home and great care was taken to mold your character and
safeguard you from any negative influences. All your life you've been
exposed to scholarship and sanctity and to this very day you're
preoccupied only with the study of Torah and the teachings of
chassidism. So you've amassed a certain amount of knowledge and you pray
with fervor and devotion. Big deal.
"Now, take me for example. My father was a simple
man, and we can well imagine what was on his mind when he scraped out
some dreg of a soul out the bottom of the barrel. My upbringing? I was
raised as a goat and basically left to my own devices. And do you know
what I do with my life? Let me tell you how I earn my living. I loan
money to the peasants during the planting season and then, during the
winter months, I make my rounds of their villages and farms to collect
the debts before they have a chance to squander their entire harvest on
vodka. This means setting out several hours before sunrise, well before
the permissible time for prayer, equipped with a flask - for without a
drink one cannot begin to talk business with a peasant. After drinking
to his health, one must share a 'l'chayim' with the woman in the house
as well - otherwise she can ruin the whole deal for you. Only then can
you sit down to settle part of the account.
"After three or four such stops I make my way home, immerse myself in the mikveh
1 and prepare for prayer. But after such preliminaries, what sort of prayer would you expect.?"
The words of this chassid, who was, in truth,
renowned for his refined nature and soulful prayers, made a deep
impression on Rabbi DovBer. The young man immediately travelled home to
his father and poured out his heart. He bewailed his spiritual state,
saying that his service of G-d is worthless, falling so short of what is
expected from him.
The next time the chassid from Yanovitch came to
Rabbi Schneur Zalman, the Rebbe said to him: "I am most grateful to you -
you have made a chassid out of my Berel."
